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Date: Sunday, November 15, 2009 Time: 7:30 PM
probably in the past, I have found the wrong people to give me assurance. I admit that. but now I understand that when it comes to relationships, I always had never allowed God to have His say, but I am always the one taking control when I know that He knows the best not me. so I have to learn when I have to allow Him to take control, and that is every moment of my life. but when I say God has His timing, do I still grumble and say "Are you sure God? I have been waiting long enough, do you understand?" God is the best, knows best and gives the best. but how a times am I assured of this fact and believe in this and have faith in it. Proverbs 3:5-6. random rant: i really enjoyed and is still enjoying ISP lessons, fridays with keith! :D but I can't believe that 5 weeks can pass by so quickly and next week is the last!! *roars* thought of it just makes me go boomz. -.- ♥gladystan Labels: fridays with keith, God knows best |
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Date: Saturday, October 10, 2009 Time: 12:00 AM
really happy this whole period of time minus the fact that i got scolded because i spent too much money here despite everything being relatively cheap going home next tuesday! mixed feelings running inside me can't exactly describe how i feel about leaving wuhan especially since this is like the 1st time i have stayed overseas in a place for so long which is 6 wks is rather long, agree? missing my family, my mummy esp! ): awww. this home sick feeling came just at the right time! important thing now is to only get what i need not what i want cause i am seriously short on cash):): heard that the cambodia mission trippers are back tomorrow and pastor has got his surmon ready as posted on twitter haiz. another awesome service i am gonna miss): anw. just shopping and more shopping till i fly home on tues missing singapore so much be back soon off to games(: loved- |
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Date: Thursday, September 17, 2009 Time: 12:21 AM
but say hoorays to VPN cause you get to access anything and everything just like in singapore. so yup, been long since I've blogged and I doubt any reads anyway everyone's been looking busy this whole holidays. working working, some slacking slacking adapted well enough in Wuhan already shan't post the photos cause there is simply tons of them uploading is such a chore to me now cause I don't even get enough sleep everyday so to speak though I know it's quite okay, like 6 hours a day? but I still feel so sleepy despite all, probably due to the everyday math lessons that's driving me nuts to complete this whole discrete math thing within 6 weeks sounds totally mission impossible new people, new experience, new environment, new culture but never regretted getting on this trip at least to say my living conditions aren't that bad, learn how to train my tolerance level especially with the toilets here(: and all the washing of clothes. my goodness. I thank God for inventions like washing machine. really learn to put myself down to another level of living. like eating from roadside stalls, which many thought as cannot make it but has become my daily dinner because the school canteen food is worse off also learn how hard it is to be living overseas alone and studying can't imagine if I have to study overseas also probably even getting out of my comfort zone is already a difficult step to begin with but still, i miss singapore everything about it never got out of town for this long 3rd week passing by wonder how church and cell group has been the people, the happenings and all and the worst thing is my mum doesn't even call me till I sms my brother to ask them to call am i to be to over independent? that they can rest their minds about me? haha. i don't know, just probably. but I am indeed well off living here nothing much to worry about can catch my life and reflections here in Wuhan @ http://gtjy.livejournal.com though it was a blog created for my school submissions cause we are supposedly to be writing and reflecting upon events so forgive me if it doesn't sound like a ranting blog post like i am doing here cause that is for my lecturer's viewing so can't be too gaga blogging about it and i realised i can indeed survive without facebook and twitter cause sleep is like the most important thing so nights people! :D -missing everything- |
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Date: Wednesday, September 02, 2009 Time: 1:52 AM
catching a flight 0800hrs. have to reach the airport by 0530hrs guess i am not getting any glimpse of a sleep saying goodbye to singapore and probably a break to blogger as well since it is banned there probably get a wordpress to rant or probably just keep it at twitter.com ♥ it's time to embrace the chinese culture baby! hopefully everything will turn out well there. study hard there gladys! (: had a meeting with brx today really made me gave some thoughts to my responsibilities in various areas had jap marche with poly mates awesome food! had spicy ramen, bamboo rice, rosti with curry and mango ice for dessert definitely feeling sinful after that lunch but should check that place out so much better than the western marche(: at suntec city mall basement! went for tues prayer meeting really awesome joys handed me an album from hillsongs given by the cellgroup thanks people! and had much laughter with sunil when walking to the bus stop as usual because of his style of speaking. i am gonna miss the people, food and places here singapore singapore i ♥ you lar! wanna come back stronger and better with God all things are possible! gonna miss you all people like mad crazy((((: with ♥♥♥♥♥♥, gladys |
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Date: Wednesday, August 26, 2009 Time: 2:14 AM
no i don't wish for it to be tell me, someone tell me that it's not what i perceive it to be it's a cycle, it feels the same it is getting a little too similar like the past experiences exams freaking out my mind. another 2 more to go and i posted it as my FB status and got all sorts of funny comments it's amusing and amazing how wonderful is this creation called FACEBOOK kudos to Mark Zuckerberg and friends and boos to me because I am going to be deprived of this wonderful creation for the 6 weeks in china gonna find some VPN to get out of this agony if not it will be a lifeless time there. ok, i think it's the books that's causing the random ranting back to the books, till then. ♥ |
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Date: Friday, August 21, 2009 Time: 1:11 AM
some of the people there did not have a state of their own, they live on the waters, and their future generations will suffer the same fate as they do. this girl wanted to be a doctor, but couldn't afford it because she did not even have an identity. poor as they are, little education, no skills, hardly much food to get by each day. earning just enough keep to live by each day. dreams, what a big word to them. like every child, they have a dream the only difference is that they won't be able to see even a glimpse of it coming to past. the priceless expression those kids had when they received a set of second hand clothes from the volunteers. those mothers who were laughing from grin to grin when they see their children having new clothes. the gratitude they expressed when they were served simple meals. the ability to be able to build a house on your own. the experience of teaching those kids simple english. i want to be part of all these experiences as well. i really wish i could do a little something. rather than just tearing every episode i watch, when i see what is happening in the world out there. getting a little too emotional): but it's really a burden upon my heart. pray that they will lead better lives, stay happy and have hope! and what is my cause? i want to do something positive for somebody in my world.. Labels: stars for a cause |
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Date: Monday, August 17, 2009 Time: 1:28 AM
dedicating this post to laohuang nuoshi(: it's finally someone else's turn to be 18 and called old. been knowing this blur girl since secondary one. thank God that I knew her though all these years her habits and all never seemed to change thats why she calls me the boss! *yeah* been thru those days of taking bus together in the mornings, having maths tuition at my house with thomas, always being the "favourite" student of mr quek trying to keep you awake every time you fall asleep in class talking rubbish with you on the phone for hours trying to talk you through all your thinkings which you seemed to always be entangled in so much of these memories that i can't possibly list them all out but i really enjoy all these with you how you always happily be the organiser for like whatever events(: now in poly, hope you continue to keep up your GPA, but minus the stress luh! and enjoy your life guards! continue scoring your positions and medals ok :D JIAYOU** it's your day lao huang, keep away all your sadness and take in all the happiness girl! God bless you in all you do, remember to keep relying on Him yeah! (: see you in a few hours! i realised blogger has some problems, so i can't upload your "beautiful' photo here! ): love you as I always do, your boss! Labels: laohuang day |